4th year voyage

 

 I still remember the look on your face, the way you moved, the way you talked, the way you asked me if i wanted to be yours, 4 years ago,

 friday, november 20, 2009.

you asked me with your head down, and your twitchy voice.

how i wish we could just go back to senior high school

i dont say that this thing is easy and always be beautiful. we have through uncountable hard times, hit by thunder, slipped so many times, fall so many traps, trapped in the storms, but we could just see that, we survive together and we are still going strong.

some may ask how this could work even when distance took us apart

i my self  also don't even know why, we just let everything flow as it should be,
 maybe its because, i want an equal partner, i need someone who thinks his partner should be smart, opinionated, ambitious in a proper way, and someone who values fairness and faithfulness.

actually yogie and me are like north pole and south pole of magnet. we're different. we don't always have something in common, we argue most of the time, but lately i realize that, differences do tighten us, and differences are some things that complete us, just like opposite poles of two magnets attracts each other,thats how our characteristics work. 
yogie doesn't ever ask, claim, demand anything for me, he accepted me just the way i am, he doesnt care about clothes that i wore, about how my hair look like, how annoying , how rude, how selfish i am, how negative things work in my self. he never asked me and forced me to be a smart one, to be an active one, to be an interesting one, to be a woman that he want me to be. but with him, im motivated,  it's his spirit, his intellegence, his efforts, that keep me always motivated. it's him that asked me to fall to his world, to see how open-minded he is, how wide his thought is, to see so many thoughts, so many ideas,dreams and plans that i never thought before. its him that transmit his spirit through her voice when he talks, through her eyes when he let me drawn into his phrase when he tells. it's his eyes that also speak when he tells his stories. it's him that always settle my problems and be the place where i always could run to and ask for the gateaways.
and because im more attracted with the kindness, the faithfulness, the intellegence, the hapiness and other things intangible than something tangible you wore, you own, you use, i do always adore him so much.

urutan foto dari yang paling atas berurutan 2009&2010,dari yang baru seminggu jadian, 2011,2012 , sd paling bawah, 2013

today's exactly fourth year of our voyage,

we have been wandering this territory since 2009

we don't know how this feeling could be started & stopped

happy fourth year anniversary, mochyogie

lets wander to another time, another place, another storm, another fields 

playlist:

wish you were here - pink floyd

sea of love - cat power
a drop in the ocean - ron pope

hot chocolate - ballads of the cliche
you give me something - james morrisson

i would never - mocca 

snapshot of serenity - ballads of the cliche

you're still the one - shania twain

anyone else but you - michael cera

you got me - colbie caillat

you and i - ingrid michaelson

the sweetest thing - camera obscura

rhytm of love - plain white T's

number one - adhitia sofyan

nothing to fear - wsatcc

me in you - koc

love on top - beyonce

listen to me - mocca

kangen - maliq &d'essentials

in to you - adhitia sofyan

im sticking with you - the velvet underground

fight the future - ttatw

butterflies in my tummy - mocca

berdua saja - payung teduh

and the most memorable one,

in a rush - backstreet boy