midnite posst!

still couldnt sleep yet. its too night already to post this post bcause yanno tomorrow is school day.

before i write these words, i opened my chemistry books just now but suddenly i reeaally tempted to write something, to tell something as if i were called by someone or something or what that asked me to write hahahaha.

hmm, i want to tell you about me, now.

its to hard to manage time lately. yaaaaaa its hard to be a teenager, we have to manage about time between sleep, study, playing and do everything! i thought that 24 HOURS isnt ENOUUGGHH! and sometimes i think how happy it could be if we could be sleeping everytime, but sometimes i often think that how reeaaalllyy happy it could be if we dont have to sleep, we have no feeling sleepy ever that we could play, laugh, all day long, we dont have to go bed, we just talking,laughing and do everything we want!

but so far............I love to be like this. its like... i wanna be like this forever. i wanna be forever young, i dont want to know abiut work, bussiness, and the other complicated things :"(

i still cant imagine,

20 years later, when i werent teenager anymore,

could i still be like this?

waassssting, spending, times like this? could i?

could i laugh so loud, dont care about how old i am?

could i.....

could i.....

and about my relationship, im still in love with the same boy, same person, same shape, but not the same way. omgswgakdsfzhniaguy!^^&*%&$*%*... omg i dont know how to say but......... as time goes by, this is deeper, deeper and deeppperrr , deeppper. i love him more each day. dont know what he did to me, dont know what paison he made butttt fuuuuccck, i NEVER been this addicted spending time with a boy befforree. everytime we have to go home, im like want to elongate time more more more more more. but sometimes we fight bcause of small things, the things that shouldnt be disputed. I Realized that sometimes i am too selfish, im too childish, too sensitive.. but sometimes yogie's moorrree! hehehehe. but after that Quarrel, I love the way we fess our faults up, i love the way we smile after the quarrel hahahaha and i love our way to flirt each other HAHAHA alay bgt. and the most important thing, i love the way we make our selves better than before :) asek pake emot.

gilaaa tengah malem bsk gatau gimana nih sekolah hahaha udahan dulu. dah!