i have been dreaming of.

Remember when my aunt said to me before i went to mecca last holiday, she told me “ dinta! Don’t forget to pray for your mate. Ask dan pray so that you get bla bla bla bla” essentially, she told me not to forget pray for my future husband. HAHA,i dont know why what she said to me always surrounding in my head when i was there until now. Finally every hope that i ask, always belonging this hope. ya i know that im still teenager. Its still too long to think about this. But, i think once again, is that wrong if i just wondering of it now? Or is that wrong if i list what kind of man that i have been dreaming of?..........................

I just hope My future husband is the one who :

would love me like, my prophet,muhammad SAW loves his wife, Siti Aisyah.

would love me so much but also loves Allah SWT so much more.

would wake me up in the middle of night and asks me to pray together with him.

would be hero for me and my children.

Would never tell lies & Would never cheat on me.

Because for me, trust is like a paper. Once it’s crumpled,it can’t be perfect again. You can flatten the paper and try and make it as straight as you want. But it will never be perfect anymore.

Would stick with me as long as his life. Would accompany me as long as his life. Would spend his time with me as long as his life, No matter wrinkled on our face, gray hair that growing on our head, or face which isn’t as impressive as like first time we meet.

Would ask me travelling around the world and tell me “ that’s why you have to be grateful ”

Proves that im the one and the only one for him.

Would make me happy not only in the world, but also hereafter,literally, in the beyond.

Would choose me as his muhrim when he does pilgrimage. Yes, i want to do pilgrimage with my husband. I want him guard me there, i want we do it together, I want We Pray, then we read al Quran,together, there. I want him beside me when i go around Ka’bah. I want him wait for me to pick me up in front of Masjidil haram and Masjid Nabawi After we’re both done with our bussines. It’s so sweet for me when i saw so many men waited for their wifes at the mosque’s yard, then after those men found their wifes, smile visible on their face, then they waving their hands while looked at their wifes and then their wifes smile at their husbands and then they walked hand in hand. I just.. I just want it.

Would spend day by day, night by night, summer to summer, everyday with me.

Would treat me very well.

Is Rich of knowledge. so that he could tell me about the world,that i don't even know.

Loves his mother very much. If he really really does, he would never hurt woman’s heart,he would think more than thousands times to do it, Because he would imagine if the woman who is hurted by him is his mother. Im sure that a boy who loves his mother very much gonna treat his wife very well.

Hello, i don’t even know who you are. Who are you, where we’re gonna meet, and how can we meet and why we can fall into one.

Someday, I’ll show this post to you and i will tell you

“ I have been dreaming of you since i was child, thank god, finally I found you, the one that i have been dreaming of.”