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no matter how hard i have tried, it would never change.
no matter how hard i beg, it would never be back.
could i turn back the time? even just.....umm... even just about 7 months ago? i don't want to go back too far. I just want to go back several months ago. I miss those times when everything's really really ok. no more distruber, no more tears, no more a day without long long text long long smiles, no more doubt to undergo all the things,there are just faithfullness, laugh, love, care, attention, hang out, silly things, and so much more.

I remember several months ago, when everything still seems really beautiful, um when there's a boy told me that he was in love with me and he wanted me to be man's. since that, everything seems so beautiful. he proves to me that he really2 loves me. he waited for me, he never tired take care of me, he always wants to know about my condition, he really cares about me, he treats me as well as he can. every months when date of 20 comes, he always gives me congratulation and he always says that he really love me, he never tired to say to me that he really love me and he never tired prove it each days. He proves that i am the ONE he loves. He proves that only me that he needs. He always makes me laugh and happy everyday, He never leaves me fall into sadness, he always cheers me up and so much things that he did for me.

Day by days, i don't know why those moments go away, lately. evrything changes, idk why.