HELLO 15!

( i should post this on my birthday but, b'cause school,examinations,assignments, and the other things i just can post it now, its all about my 15 birthday. i hope you all enjoy! :) )

Today's 2 may 2010! its my birthday! yayy!

i wanna say BIG BIG THANKS before for those who give 'congratulation' for me whether through facebook, twitter, text message,directly,indirectly,phone-calling,chat. I swear im so glad to hear that. i just really really happy somepeople still remember my born day AA :")

the one who said 'Happy birthday' to me at 00.00 is.... the one that i love, i knew that you can guess it easily. yup! he is my beloved boyfr. mochyogie. He said 'happy birthday dinta bla bla bla..." at 00.00 aa im glad remind that.

the greatest gift that i receive in my birthday is my parents. no no no. my parents haven't gave me something goods, but another thing morethan a thousand luxurious goods,

in my 15th birthday, i still can feel so much love from my parents beside me. i still can hear their breath, they still accompany me everyday, everytime and never feel tired to teach me and so much things, for me, their presence in my life is morethan anything!

i just be grateful, there are so many teenagers that can not feel a feeling like me. im so lucky, God :')

inmy 15th birthday.... there's something special that makes my birth-day becomes more more moree beautiful,

ok lemme tell you the story,

after replied some congratulations, i was go to bed last night. and i woke up at 8am, when i checked my phone,i was so happy there are so many messages from my friends, i was replied those phrases directly, then.. i got out from my room to have my breakfast. after havin my breakfast, my parents and my brother looked at me and they said 'Happy birthday to me while they were hugging me warmly. ( absolutely, my brother didn't. i knew that he was shy)

shortstory-Ly..

at 12.05pm suddenly my boyf called me " dint, aku udah di belakang rumah kamu nih"

deg. i just... didn't know what shud i did. i haven't took a bath since the night before 'cause i just got back from anyer almost midnight.

and it was SO SO SURPRISED. even i didn't assume he would visit my home on my birthday.

after end called with him, i was so confused.. took a bath or no take a bath or no.. finally, i decided to meet him with all minus points in ma self. i still wore a shirt that i wore when i slept, greasy face.... because i don't wanna make him wait me so long,i know my bad habit.. if i take a bath, it would waste time so long and he would wait me soo long.

finally, i walked to meet him in back of my home,

wait, where's hee?? i didn't find him!! does he jokee?

i called him asked where he was. pas lagi nelfon gue baru inget sesuatu.. HAHAHA gue lupa gue nyuruh dia jangan nunggu di belakang rumah gue takut ketauan orang rumah -,-"

shortstory-leee, I met him!! hahahaha pas lagi telfon2an kepalanya dia langsung nongol gitu di jalan setapak hahahaha i was approached him directly. dunno what should i did, he gave me congratulation phrase, "selamat ulang tahun dinta" and gave me a big big plastic with big pack inside.

aa i really really dunno what shud i doo! i just can say " ini apa?? yaallah yogie repot bangeet!"

i asked him to go to park nearby my home and sit on lounge at the park " ini apa? buka yah" i said

"ah jangan nanti ajaa" hahahah i opened big plastic eventhou he disallowed me ;P

i opened that big big plastic with big pack inside. I Rip the pack (i swear, i was cautious opened that gift) Rip by rip...... Tadaa! the pack was opened. Inside the pack there are a big big couple of doll and.... a card.

....

it was so S-U-R-P-R-I-S-E-D. i was really.. touched. it was so... so sweet for me.

i read the card, I read word by word.. and i increasingly.. touched.

i just say nothing. i couldn't say anything. i just can said " makasih yogie " while smile for him.

seriously, i didn't hope any gifts, any presents, any goods from him, for me, his attendance in my life, even my birthday.. come to my home in my birthday then gave me congratulation directly ..it was more more than enough, but not only those ' more than enough things ' that he gave to me but also a couple of big doll and a card that he made by HIS CREATIVITY. it was so so made me so.. touched. even in the card, he wrote... really really beautiful words. fuck, i wanna cry. it's really really best 15 for me.

the plastic is so big. he bought to my home by someone's motorcycle he bought that by his arms i knew that it was heavy and he closed the plastic with his jacket so that his mom didn't know he bought a gift for me (yes, our parents don't know abt our relation. or just.. pretending don't know? i don't know.) he made, he looked for, something the best for me, for my birthday until mid night.. ( i know he struggles.) AND for your information, He haven't ate since morn. he haven't breakfast. it was so touccccccccccccchheedd for ME.

after blather, i got home, I promise him i would be back after i took a bath. when i Got home, My mom asked me to lunch. aaaa don't ya kno mooommm, my boyf waited me in the parkk. suddenly, Rain fall down heavily really heavily. F F F. fuck,my boyf waiting me in the park!! God, it's my birthday, may you pull the rain please :"(?? i ate my lunch fastly. then i took a bath. fuck, the rain was so long and swift while my boyf still wait for me.

after took a bath, i looked my window, the rain wasn't heavy like before so I decided to visit my boyf in the park. Under pouring rain, I walked to the park, I saw my boyf hiding inside his jacket (actually that's my favorite jacket bcause that's so fragrant and the jacket's smell so him ;p) while he ate meatball. aa i suddenly realized he just ate food that dayy!!

chat with him for a while said i haven't asked for permission from my parents to go out.. I got back home again ( walked under my yellow umbrella and under pouring rain ) . While i let him waitin' me. HOW WICKED I WAASS!!. seriously, i got home just for ask for permission, then i will be for him agaaain.

Suddenly, when i asked for permission The rain Fell down HEAVILY AGAIN. (yes, again. it was stop before)

Dear Mr Rain,

Why are youu? why did you fall on my birthday??!@#$%^&*!?

Slowly.. rain fell slowly.. drizzle. yes, drizzlee!!

i called my boyf asked where he was and we decided to meet in front of my home and we would go to somewhere~

shortstorylee we went to cinema and watched iron man II i swear, i don't understand about the story but my boyf do. ah ya i know maybe bcause i haven't watched Iron man I -_-"

after watched the movie, we went to bookstore to buy ma brother's stationery for his exam.

in the bookstore, my father called me and said where i was and he would follow me to bookstore.

aa F. i still with my boyf by the way. i decided to tell my boyf and he understood me.

finally he got back home and me with my family and called my friend who be in the same mall -,-

the end.

WAIT!!

The story wasn't stop just like it. It was so flat if i end the story,i would tell you more.

Like i said before, my boyf gave me extraordinary things inside the pack. there are a big couple of doll and card.

"..well, i give you mickey and minnie bcause i want you and me can be like that who everlasting and happily ever after.."-yogie

and the card, that he gave for me, it's so precious. full of beautiful words, full of creativity, full of struggle ( ya i know he made it with so much effort ).

he made this by his self, inside the card there's a paper that really beautiful with his handwriting, and behind the card, with black background and pencil he wrote amazing words. he made this card with beautiful ornaments inside and deep meaning for me.

( i won't publish what he writes, it's mine and his. ;) )

"..I hope you get the best 15 in your life.."-yogie

you say those are 'only' but i say those are sweetest thing.

by the way, he is first and last person that gimme congratulation phrase.

at 00.00 am he said congratulation for me via text. and he is the first.

and at almost 00.00 pm ( end of 2nd may ) he texted me again, and gimme congratulation again. he is the last. he is the first and he is the last one.

"02 may 2010 will be end,its time to me in the last time for saying happy birthday my cher, dinta.for the more times, i just hope the best for your 15"-yogie

end.

it was the best 15 birthday for me. 15 just once, and you made it more special.

i close my eyes sleep on my bed.

hugged my new friends that he gave for me.

i remind today's memories.

it was so beautiful.

i realized i am not dreaming.

it is reality.

beautiful reality, beautiful day.

i am older than before.

i am 15.

beautiful 15.

i turn off the light and close my eyes.

i cant see anything.

but i can see happiness in my heart.

i can see today's memories.

i still feel everything today.

i didn't realize iam flying.

i am flying.

when i wake up tomorrow

i hope i can be better than before.

a year later, two years later, 3 years later,

could i still feel like this anymore?

anyone can make me feel like this anymore?

i just be grateful about today.

thankyou for all the things today :).(meidinta rinda tania)

*ps:

I thank god for ur grace today

thank you so much mom and dad

thank you so much yogie

thank you so much friends

thank you for those who gimme congratulation

i can't reply all of ur kindness, but i love ya so much.