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i dont know where i must go. i dont have any place to tell my story. i need no one . and no one needs me. i am nothing. i am rubbish. am just spamming this world. am getting sick, it has 3 days i am crying every night . am absolutely dont want. i just reassure my self i am stronger. iam stronger. im stronger than i was. but in fact, i realized i cant force antyhing. everything meant to be. I cant force anything. i must accept situation that i am who ia. am not them who are strong who can face everything.

I just feel everybody’s changing but i dont know why. i miss the old days. I miss The old’s everyone. I miss their ways to make me feel happy . I miss Laughs. I miss all the things so much. I cant Lie my heart . I just hesistaned with all, anyone still love me? anyone wanting me beside your self ? anyone still wanting me to accompany his days ? i just feel like no one needs me. no one needs me. i dont know who’s still love me? i feel like everyone escapes his self from me :"(

I just need time to calm my heart so that i non active my handphone for a day for a night, i tweet crying emoticon without explains, that absolutely i can’t explain what iam feeling i feel really blue. i absolutely dont know why. seriously.

I feel like everyone’s ,missunderstanding about me. I dont have a goal to mean it but everybody means that.

ah,i miss the old :”(( I really miss the old.

I just tried to not care so much with my self with my heart with my feeling but i know i Can not :”(((( I try to not explain what iam feeling but i know I cant :”(

Idont want to become so blue :”( iam crying when night comes . No one knows. moreover if i listen to you'll always be my baby david cook i really2 mean that,

My tears fall down if i type my feeling that i cant tell here , but, You know that every night comes.. i feel so blue :”((((